Wednesday, March 18, 2009

A Challenging Day.....

There are many times when I feel like the devil is trying to get me down. Last night was one of them. I was having major sugar cravings. I expressed to my mom in the midst of us IMing what I would not give for a donut. She told me I was WEAK....I said there is a difference between having a craving and acting upon that craving. She told me she was coming over shortly. She arrived and came into my room with a bag of donuts. I looked at her and asked why would you bring that, you know I am not going to eat it. She laughed and said I know....mean while I sat there a little disturbed trying to figure out why she would do such a thing...is she trying to sabotage my efforts, was she looking to see if I was really weak enough to eat them...I am not sure but I can say I did not eat any. Sometimes those you think should have your best interest at heart may not....things that make you go HMMMMMMM...........

Today I did not have the best eating day. Breakfast consisted of 3 slices of turkey bacon, 1/2 multi grain english muffin w/ 1 tsp of peanut butter and 1 blueberry dannon lite and fit yogurt. For lunch I had 1 spicy chicken go wrap from Wendy's. For Dinner I had 1 sloppy joe w/ 10 steak fries and some ketchup. I would say my choice of dinner was not a good one. I will be working out a little later this evening. Is it me or when you eat something you know you should not have you start to feel worthless....Well I am getting back to eat right in my next bite which will be breakfast.

I wanted to take the time to thank one of my followers Alissa...she so kindly gave me a book of light recipes that I have not had the opportunity to try yet but I surely will!!

1 comment:

  1. MOMS INCReDIBLY GRIMEY FOR THat!!! But your will is strong! u've got this!!

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